Nooooooo!

[allyndra]

*deep breath* As I came down to get in my car this morning, I had my purse, my keys, my jacket, the trash, and one of my fic notebooks, in which I write out my stories longhand before typing them up. I often bring it to work in case I have a flash of inspiration. Carrying all of this was kind of awkward, so I set my purse, jacket, and notebook on top of the car while I took out the trash. Came back, thew my stuff in the car, and left. So, fine, right? Except when I got to work, the jacket and purse were in the car, but not the notebook. I am forced to conclude that I LEFT MY NOTEBOOK FULL OF FIC AND PORN ON TOP OF THE CAR AND DROVE AWAY.

I halfway hope it's right outside the garage, and I can recover it when I get home, because there were a half-dozen partially written stories in there. But the other half of me hopes it fell off way down on a busy road, where no one can track it to me if they're feeling belligerent and homophobic and "think about the children"-like.

So this is me quietly freaking out.

Comments

[hull1984.livejournal.com]

OMG I feel your pain! I'm actually hyper-ventilating for you!!

You've just touched on one of my own deepest fears.

Crosses fingers, eyes and legs that you find it lying innocently in your drive, untouched and unseen by human eyes.

[allyndra.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I'm just ... I can't believe I did that. Cannot believe it. If I'm really, really lucky, it's inside the garage, having slid off the hodd as soon as I started moving. But I can't find out until I get off work in *checks clock* six hours.

[sublimatedangel]

Oh dear. I definitely understand both sides of your freaking out, but I hope you find it safe and sound - what an awful thing to lose :(

[allyndra.livejournal.com]

Thanks for your good thoughts.

I'm aghast at my own carelessness. Really.

[outsideth3box.livejournal.com]

Crosses fingers and toes for you to find it safe at home.

*hugs*

[allyndra.livejournal.com]

Thanks. Only a little while longer, and I can go home to look for it.

[entrenous88.livejournal.com]

Ack ack ack! I'm crossing my fingers for you so hard they hurt right now!!!

[allyndra.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I'll be okay for stretches of time while I work, and then I think about this and my stomach just knots. I'll let you guys know if I find it.